NOJOMO day 1

you know Joe hasn`t had sex since he was 16. he`s only 18. still a puppy.  at that age i was exploring my body hard core. he`s pretty good looking. kinda short for my liking. typical teenage acne. super nice boy though. he moved here recently from BC, he hasn`t even tried to get a girl yet.

I haven`t had any sort of sex in the last 2 weeks. which is probably why i`m thinking of his dick. i catch myself day dreaming often… we work together, in a pretty sexual environment. dirty jokes all around. Me Joe and Mike share a very close and tight friendship. I can tell Joe gets jealous when Mike gets to close. I love it when they drool over me.

I dunno if I would ever act on it, frankly I don`t trust myself to the point where I know for sure I wouldn`t. I kinda just do what ever the fuck I want it seems. I`m devoloping a crush on Joe. Kinda exciting. I`m kinda just wanting to fuck him once and be done with it. been there did that kinda thing. I don`t want to ruin our friendship or our housing situation, or our work situation. lol. Not having what you want makes you want it more. 

Mitch better fuck me soon, all I`m saying.

i have to get in a cab soon and go to mitchs. it`s nearly 12:30. I have to be up in 7 hours. ugh.

i`m doing the whole NOJOMO thing. see now long i can keep up a totally pointless commitment. if NOJOMO had a penis and spoke sexy  itailian to me it could be 3 years. `boyfriend reference`