heres a picture of my boyfriend last friday night.

it’s jesses birthday today. he’s staying at his girlfriends house.  Jesse said he thinks she wants to ask me if it’s oky if her and her baby move in.  Her aunt and uncle are kicking her out. and she hasn’t found a place yet. I have a feeling she is really going to be staying here. Jesse then told me he doesn’t really want her to move in because he needs his space. And that maybe she should just move home. He loves his son. But I guess doesn’t really want to deal with her.

I could not imagine living with this woman. the baby i could get used to. because it is jesse’s… and it’s a baby. ^.^ I only offered to help out Jesse. But he doesn’t even like the girl. He just wants Wyatt. So this still might go through. Then I will be dealing with hateful woman for god knows how long. Whatever Jesse wants. I guess I’m there to help.

Still havent gotten to far on the whole passport thing. Lazy.

Lately I haven’t been making good chocolate chip cookies. They keep turning out like garbage. i have a ton of recipes, just none that true out good. I think I should be using shortening instead of butter. I think that how I used to do it. I followed the recipe on the side… I have no clue.

I made stuffed pepper the other night. My filling came out more like burrito paste. Still pretty good.

Nancy got me an Italian language book. And a cat book.

Marcel Woods is at my work on Thursday!!! I actually got it off so I could dance. Mitch isn’t going because he has to work in the morning. (because he doesnt want to work the nightshift on friday so he can party instead) Although he told me he would go with me when I asked him like 2 weeks ago. He worked a morning shift on monday so he could go to a flames game with some randoms. He actually made a schedule change for that in a flash… but not for something like this.. something that was kinda set in stone awhile ago? well now who am i supposed to go with? I can’t go alone to my work to party. He will be going out to party on friday. while i’m working.

Mitch actually want to go out tonight to this dubstep show. I think he only wants to take me out because he doesn’t want me to bitch about Friday. And about how I never get to go out and party with him. But I like wanted to see some trance shit on thursday. and he wont go… but he will go to a dubstep party right meow. He really just doesn’t like me does he. I am forever punished. maybe i’ll just go tonight. and still bitch about fridays.

oh look here’s a picture of my boyfriend last friday night

This was taken by a photographer. oh there’s lots more where this came from. He’s all fucked up on E Should I have an issue with this… or am I just over reacting? There are clearly women on this stage. And that is clearly a humping motion. This is on facebook. He doesn’t even have facebook. He doesn’t know this picture exists.
Every friday when he goes out I get upset. maybe because I know what he’s really like on drugs and on dubstep. I don’t think he should be going to clubs without me. Or doing drugs without me. especially when I see pictures like this. He told me to quit my job if I didn’t like it. I’m really at a cross roads. I throw hissy fits when he goes out. I get all bitchy and it really pisses me off. I wish I didn’t get so ripped up by it. I guess it just really bothers me. I told him that I can’t help how I feel about the situation and that I will continue to be a cunt. Until the moment I hate you so much that I just stop caring about you.

could i do a mitch free life?

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