when will the sun rise.

So Saturday night I did door. That’s oky because I make a ton of money. And it was easy.

I went to use the washroom and while I was tinkling I heard the girl in the next stall snoring. I laughed and also felt bad for her. So I told the coat check bouncer that there was a girl passed out in a stall. He didn’t want to deal with this at ALLLL. haha. So I went in the stall first to pull the girls dress down. Who doesn’t wear underwear to the club? At least she was clean shaven. I picked her up and handed her to him outside the stall. She stands for 5 seconds leaning on him and then barfs. I knew that was coming. I dodged. As soon as the bouncer see’s the puke he drops the girl in it. Poor thing. I have terrible gag reflex so I was out of there so fast.  I was nearly run over by a heard of bouncers trying to get into the bathroom.

good way to end the night.

TOmorrow I see nancy I havent seen that girl in like 2 weeks. She’s been working graveyards and never wants to chill. She will be here at noon. It’s already 4 am. 

I have to buy Harley a pipe and a girft card before Wednesday. So tomorrow I guess. Thursday my mom is getting a tooth pulled so I need to drive her home from the dentist.

Mitch went to coworkers xmas dinner. She cooked a turkey for him. Him and his friend Doug and Dan. Funny how I’m not invited. Yeah I had an issue with it. I didn’t talk to him all day. He didn’t get home till 3 am. And now he’s calling me off the hook. Ignored.

Lastnight he told me that if I kept being so jealous of him I should be single. Then I told him "sorry I don’t trust you. what do you expect?"

We really should stop seeing eachother. We both know it’s never going to work out. He says he loves me and that his heart wants me. He doesn’t want to be apart or it hurts. He also said that when he saw me cry, when I found out he was cheating on me, that it really broke his heart and he would never do that to me again. I don’t even believe that because he still continued to see her even after I found out, right until the moment she flew away on an airplane. I really do feel that I’m only here till he finds someone new. Until he falls out of love with me enough to leave for good.

I think that maybe I’m waiting for the same.

1 hour till Timhortants is open. I want an sangwich. And I also have to walk to the vet clinic for some Notica food. It’s only 4 blocks. And it’s 24 hours.