good morning

its 5 am. good morning. i actually havent gone to bed yet. 🙁  so good evening?

i’m gonna go to timmies and get a breakfast sangwich. i am rarely up early enough to get one. its going to give me terrible stomach pain. eating then going to bed right away is NOT good for your stomach. i remember while ago when i couldnt eat past 9pm. i just wasn’t digesting fast enough and I would wake up early hours and cry. felt like someone was stabbing me. i went to the doctor for it, tried dozens of treatments. when i moved out of mitchs place and into my own place it immediately stopped. so maybe it was stress related. i’m always scared it will come back. was not fun.

i left my laptop on the cathouse ledge and kitty knocked it over. now the little hooks to hold the lid down are broken off. the lid doesn’t fully close. i think superglue is needed. i’m feeling pretty bummed about that. totally my fault.

i have to get up early and go shopping for a new outfit. the xmas party is tomorrow and i have nothing to wear. i think %100 i am wearing my leggings and brown fuzzy boots. i need a nice top to go with it. we are going to a club. then again im not sure those boots would be a good idea. i might look goofy on the dance floor. i wonder if my boss jeff will be there. danielle said he quit. but they were gonna have a sit down meeting with my other boss’s on monday.

mitch didnt come over tonight. i told him i wasn’t going to go to his house if he didn’t give me 2 days in row. he was very rude to me when he told me there was no way that he was gonna come over on his "day" cause he was out with his friends. so he made me do 2 days in a row at his place. he always does this. he wont return the favor. so i’m being stubborn. i dislike unfairness. and i wont put up with it. he was left weedless and almond brittleless… but he still didn’t seem to think he owed me a night. he’s just as stubborn as me. im a cancer and hes a leo. i blame the mood for my bitchiness <– that is a word.

so i couldnt let my mom take my new little kitten for a week. hes to cute to part with. i hope my other cat gets over it. they are starting to become closer. i just want peace and harmony.

i cleaned my house like a mad woman today. im not nearly done but i scratched the surface. the kitchen is uncluttered. i need to dust and vacuum the couches. if you are a cleanfreak i don’t suggest cats. never ending battle!!

oky its 5:20 its deff timmys time.

ive set up a date with harley. its much needed.

i will post pictures tomorrow of the outfit i choose.