gotta go

my house is a mess. i feel very overwhelmed at the moment. i need to do a serious deep clean before i feel oky. everything is cluttered and not in their proper home. my house is usually pretty tidy. plus this mini xmas tree. what was i thinking? that can go along with the 12” disco ball. that i have no real use for. there is no possible way my house would ever be a nightclub.

i have to work tonight. ugh. i actually don’t want to go. when i worked last saturday, i didn’t make a whole lot. AND i was there for 9 hours. stomping around in high heels on marble and down stairs. it’s really not that fun if you’re not getting paid right. i’m used to making ALOT more money. this is really the opposite from what i wanted. I wasn’t hired to do the nightclub shit. Oh well. December 13th they open the restaurant. i’m sure they will still need me in the nightclub though. they don’t have enough staff. i guess i’m in the nightclub business

notica hates me. he’s just a dick lately. he sleeps on jesses bed. ew.  so i asked my mom to take my little kitten for the week. i’m gonna miss little yoji so much. he goes tomorrow. but me and notica need some one on one time. he is such an emotional cat. and he was spoiled. he’s been shedding extra hard lately. i have to sweep everyday. thank god for no carpet. hopefully it will give him time to miss the little kitty and to get some extra love from me. i miss my old notacat.

my camera also hates me. it keeps telling me low batteries and then turning itself off. only when i smash it on the table and scream "they are new fucking batteries"  will it work. 22 days till xmas. *wink wink*

i should probably go shave my legs now. my night begins in 3 hours.