No More

no more

 

My pelvis aches from the nightmares

of the past

dreaming of you violating

what was never mine

using what was never yours

leaving nothing but pain

isolation and fears

cant you hear me?

i scream.

NO MORE!

My mind is a deserted no man’s land

burried booby traps

a hand granade waiting to explode

a trigger waiting to be pressed

why won’t the memory die

cant you hear me

i scream

NO MORE!

My soul is a shallow abyss lost

to your selfish attempts

trying to make a woman

out of the girl

that i never got to know

you were a terrible lover

cant you hear me

i scream

NO MORE!

and all that remains is the hollowed out

image of what i could of been

should of been, but will never be

picked befor i was fully riped

with blood stained panties

and scabby knees

filled with the sorrow

of an unwanted bastard child

used for your selfish needs

daddy

i scream

NO MORE!