2/24/06

Gee it’s been awhile. I have been busy runnin round here and there lately. Though it seems that everythin I have been doin has been trivial and pointless. I had some excitement recently, though it was shortlived. Fer as long as I can remember, I have wanted to be a Massage Therapist. I have been puttin off goin to school fer numerous reasons. First it was the husband didn’t want me to do it. Then it was I wanted to wait till the Divorce was finalized. Then it was I wanted to wait till the house sold and was completely out of my name. Then I had a trip to WA state, had to wait till I got back from there. Well, I was runnin out of excuses, so I went ahead and started the process of enrollin in school. I was nervous, but also excited. I was finaly doin somethin fer me. WOW what a schock, right? lol anyways. I found out yesterday a few things bout the Financial Aid that burst my bubble. Without goin into too much detail, it turns out I don’t think I will be goin back to school anytime soon. It sucks cuz after gettin over bein nervous, I was really lookin forward to it. Oh well right? Yer never too old to go back to school, right? Guess I will just try later, huh?

Well, on to other topics. Hmmm, what to talk bout? Well, as far as the ex hubby, things are ok I guess. Same ole same ole, I don’t talk to him at all other then fer work reasons. A couple weeks ago my truck died in the middle of the freeway durin rush hour traffic on my way home from work. And wh would’ve thunk it, but it was my wonderful ex that ended up towin me to the dealership. He was bein his normal charmin self, askin me how Baby Bug and I had been. I told him that if he had kept his word and remained friends with me, he wouldn’t have had to ask me that. He tried to say that he lost my #’s, all except my work # that is and he didn’t want to bug me at work. LOL yeah right. I gave him shit fer it. We got along perty well I guess you could say. Wasn’t all that bad.

Still haven’t talked to "R" and honestly I have no desire to talk to him either.

I haven’t gotten my tatt finished, am kinda bummed bout it too. I emailed "B" askin if he knew when we could get back to work on it. He has stopped goin to school as well and started a second job, so think I am busy? HELL NO he is ten times busier then I have been. Plus I guess the shader broke, so until he gets a new one, my tatt is gonna have to wait. Which sucks cuz I want it done. I guess I could use some of my tax refund to get it done. But that is a BIG maybe. I want to put some of my refund away, and I have to give some of it to my mom and to Baby Bug’s father. And I may need to go get a new stereo fer my truck as my current one has taken a dump. Hasn’t worked right since I took it out of my last car and put it in the truck. Oh well, right?

Other then that, things are goin ok I guess. No more drama in my life. FINALLY lol