12/1/05

Well, my good friend keeps givin me shit cuz I am "slackin" on my diary. To be honest, nuthin really has been goin on in my life to really talk bout. I really dont have anymore Drama since things with the X have been on a dowhill. I really don’t talk to him much anymore. I try not to call him either. I foundout a few weeks ago, from him of course due to my work, that his gf gave him a truck, hers I think. He needs to get it insured. He also told me, like I really wanted to know, that she had moved in with him. Now, the few times that he calls, I can hear her in the background. Just want I need, right? Actually, it doesn’t bother me anymore. Yes, there will always be a place in my heart fer him, but it is time, long time comin, that I move on.

On to other topics. Hmmm…..let me think. Oh yeah. The new/old friend of mine. Things are goin ok I guess. I didn’t get to see him last weekend. We agreed that with it bein Turkey Day and what with family and such, we both would be too busy. And as much as it sucked, I did ok. Hung out my 2 sisi’s, my friend, and one of my sister’s friends, at the bar Friday nite. I got soooo freakin shit faced. I was smart though, my younger sisi was the "DD." We had a blast. It was kewl.

I talked to "B" tonite. He has started school this week, so now he works and goes to school. Makin his time less available. So gettin my Tatt finished is gonna take longer. But that’s ok, he promised me tonite that come Hell or Highwater, it will get done. Not that I was worried or anythin

Then of course the next week and a half are gonna be wierd fer me. My mom and younger sister flew to South America this past Sat AM. So now my brother and I are tradin kids, persay. He is gonna watch my son on Friday over nite fer me. And I am gonna watch his daughter on Sunday over nite fer him. And since mom won’tbe back till the 12th, I am sure we wil do somethin similar next weekend as well. Only thing is I think he is gettin the raw end of the deal. I need a sitter more often then he does. He watched Baby Bug Monday nite fer a few hours. Then he is watchin him again tomorrow nite cuz I am doin somethin after/fer work. Then Friday nite. I kinda feel like I am takin advantage of him, but at the same time, he knows that if I am available, I will watch my neice ANYTIME.

Either way, things are goin ok fer me on the homefront. Have to get to bed now, but I plan to soon write about my Holiday worries. Till then.

Smooches all