bonita

just wanted to put something in here since it’s been awhile, going from the last entry I left, well I’m still talking to her dispite her situation. I know I should just cut it off but it seems I can’t get her off of my mind from the time I wake up to when I fall asleep. it’s like that usher song, I got it bad. and her kiss, like whoa her kiss… why did it have to turn out like this, why did it end up her telling me that. like I said it fuckin happened again. but with her, why. and the more I talk to her the more I spend time with her the more I fall into her. damn her lips are so soft and shes so beautiful. I don’t know what I should do…