10/5/04

I need to find something to dress up as for halloween, I can’t really think of anything good. hmm…. any ideas? I’m still crankin, and it blows. people are so freakin lazy and selfish and just pretty much suck ass.

so nothing news really been going on I have to work this weekend so I’ll be working for like 2 weeks straight 🙁 at least when I was in od I got every weekend off and even when I had duty on the weekend I still got one day of the weekend off.

getting the fuck out of crankin is another thing I’m impatient about. HA, besides the relationship thing and the job thing and my life thing. blah. I dunno I guess I just wanna skip the begining and jump in head first. I have a feeling I got this thing going on with me now where I’m trying to get to close to quick which makes me slow myself down. I dunno I’m just all screwed up now. which is bad cause I think I was kind of a slow move maker anyway, that or I’m just really seblte/suddle how the fuck do you spell that. oh yea and a bad speller. I think I’m to suddle? sometimes. oh well.    haha chevelles playing the 17th, then the next day deftones yes! not sure if I’m going to both yet but it’ll be hard to choose one, maybe chevelle cause that shows cheaper.