my immortal

i’m so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won’t leave me alone
 these wounds won’t seem to heal
 this pain is just too real
 there’s just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
 you used to captivate me
 by your resonating light
 but now i’m bound by the life you left behind
 your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
 your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase
 when you cried i’d wipe away all of your tears
 when you’d scream i’d fight away all of your fears
 and i’ve held your hand through all of these years
 but you still have all of me
i’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
and though you’re still with me
i’ve been alone all along