do you know why?

I don’t know why I try sometimes, or maybe I just try the wrong things.

it seems like I’m gonna make some pretty good money between now and through the new year. I had to go to some lame ass meeting monday and they were talking about how much shit we’re gonna be selling and that means more money for me cause the more shit I sell the more money I get from it. yes! kinda like commission but not really. I need to stop spending money on dumb little things and just put it in the bank and throw my debit cart away so I can save up more. it’s weird cause I spend it but it’s like I didn’t really buy anything. I hate when you spend money and have nothing to show for it. it’s like where the hell did it all go.  the whole school thing…..I’m still not sure about. I mean I probably do still have enough time to make this coming semester. I need to just do it and stop thinking….