should I even say anything to you?

hollie I’m not sure if I should even say how I feel about you. I mean I think you know theres always been some kind of connection there with us. at least I thought there was and it just seems the more I I watch you through this window the more I miss you and the more I do want to tell you how I feel and that I do want to be with you (oh so there it is). but maybe I shouldn’t it’s not like I’m up there anymore right? and I dunno it just becomes more and more aparent to me that I’m not apart of you life anymore. god that blows…..and so I’m still not sure…