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so. he decided to contact me yesterday.

he sent me a text that said “i’m just wondering if this feels weird to you because it does to me.” so i called him. and i told him that yes it feels weird but he made the choice. and then he told me that i’m the one who gave him a choice and i told him duh, but you MADE it, it’s not my fault if it was the wrong one.

so then he called me again later and we talked a little bit. he told me he shouldn’t have started smoking again and that he was basically sorry and wants me back. and i told him that what he did was extremely disrespectful to me and i can’t be with someone who is going to do that to me. i deserve better. i also asked him about showing the nakie pics of me to his friends and he denied that. lies through his teeth, that one.

so then i talked to my best friend and she told me that he’s running around to everyone telling them how good it is that we aren’t together.

what a loser.

my dad thinks we broke up because i didn’t want to have sex. that’s just funny.