Iphone Entry

 Hi. 

I live in Georgia now. 

We’ve been here for a week. It happened all so fast and I am still trying to make sense of it all. 

Technically, we have no home. We are still waiting for Escrow to close. Tomorrow we are supposed to know when we can move in, but hopefully Friday will be our last day in the hotel. I am at my breaking point, I think we all are. 

Manx so the real reason for this entry. Of course, I want to update everyone to say I am fine, but tonight, with the negative energy in our confined space, I am struggling with my emotions. For the first time have gotten here, everyone is asleep before 10pm, except for me. I’ve tried, I just can’t make my brain shut up, or convince my heart that I don’t need to cry.

I am honestly happy here. I love our house and the neighborhood and I can’t get over howbeautiful it is here. Driving out of our neighborhood for the first time, I felt a peace that I haven’t felt in more time than seems possible. I absolutely believe we are supposed to be here and this is what I need. But tonight I feel alone. The only companion I have is my husband, and he is angry just like me and irritated that we have lived out of suitcases and slept in one hotel room after another for almost two weeks. 

The kids love our house. Salem is excited to start school in two weeks because she wants to make friends. She also told me that she never wants to move back to California. Ian doesn’t know the difference and that hurts me in ways that are just stupid. 

I love the weather here, even the downpours and thunderstorms. The sky is so blue and the air so fresh. I am amazed at Ll the trees and bridges covering lakes and rivers. I can’t wait for life here to really start. Scott goes back to work tomorrow, so that should bring some normalcy. Hopefully. 

I wish I had my computer.