I’m Just Not Feeling It
Thursday was an absolutely terrible day for me depression wise. I cried and layer awake in bed for 3 hours staring at my phone trying to find out how long this is supposed to last. I haven’t fully recovered yet. I have struggled everyday.
It doesn’t help that unless I pay out of pocket to see someone, I can no longer get my medication because my prescription is expired. Scott thinks its better this way, but I think he is terribly wrong and the comment he made to me about it just confirms why I never wanted him to know about this in the first place and why I refused the medication when I was pregnant and depressed with Ian.
I feel like no one in my life truly cares for me, and when my meds run out, I won’t have anyone honestly trying to help me cope.
sorry you are floundering BEC. hoping you find a solution. hang in there
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cant you get help from the state possibly? or somewhere? theres no way you deserve to be in this place. i know how bad it can suck.
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Your feelings are wrong; lots of people truly care for you. I’m so sorry that you are struggling….I know how you feel. Reach out if you need someone.
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how about all the programs online, that you help you get meds free. i got my son his epilepsy meds thru one of those programs, but it’s been years since i did it. i know the programs are out there tho…do a bit of research.
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I’m so sorry you have to go through this! Depression is horrible, and people that have never had it can never really know just how bad it can be. Know that you ARE cared about by many people! I really hope you find a way to get your meds somehow. There has got to be some free programs at a nearby hospital somewhere I would think? HOpefully?
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