I know why…

I used to find this place SO frustrating…because there is always something down or takes forever to get into or just stupid stuff. I would have thought that they would have taken care of all the "glitches" on this site by now!!! That’s why I like livejournal, there is never any of that crap.

Anyway I think I’ll use this as a progress place again, for weight and all that crap. Most of the people that I used to know on here are gone anyway so it won’t matter what I write here!

I feel disgusting and FAT and I need to get this weight OFF me like NOW would be good! So the plan is to get back to the program and stop allowing myself to be so weak. I just feel so gross. I hate this feeling, I feel better when I am thinner, I NEED to get back to that place again…take back the control!!!

I had some cup of soup, two coffees (mmmm love my caffeine) some crackers and some pretzels! I need to cut back on the carbs, that seems to be an issue for me lately! Everything I consume is full of carbs…popcorn, rice, baby carrots, crackers, pretzels, the odd piece of toast, and on the list goes! Got to get rid of some of those carbs!

Oh almost forgot I had some cadbury’s chocolate today, co-worker offered it and I couldn’t resist! (a couple squares)

I really want to shop…for myself of course, I hate christmas shopping! BAH HUM BUG  hehe American Eagle has a shirt that says that and I think I really should purchase it!

Ok so I need to get back to work, where my office/space is right now everyone can see my screen so it’s hard to write in here in between people coming up and talking to me! grrrr My new office will hopefully be ready for me to move in SOOON, well maybe two more weeks and then I will not have to worry about this anymore!!! yippeeee!

Well I’m off to get some work done before I leave for the day.