.::Life sucks sometimes::.

It is non stop CRAP for us lately…life is sucking! My daughter is sick AGAIN,  I have been working non stop, the baby is teething and not sleeping very well and my hubby just got called out of town to deal with a “crisis” with his work!! LEAVING ME ALONE TO DEAL WITH IT ALL 🙁  There is a ton of things  that have happened I just don’t feel like reliving it all right now!

I never seem to have time to come here…it sucks being back to work!! I have been training for the last week and it is exhausting, I can’t wait till things are back to normal there! Sometimes I think being in management is not worth all the hard work it takes! It’s so frustrating for me because I am a perfectionist and I want things to run smoothly and right now that is so NOT happening.It seems like everyday is a new crisis and I am being pulled in a thousand different directions. At home too…ahhhhhh!

Oh well at least the weight is dropping and I fit into all my old jeans…YAH. Ok they don’t fit me the way I want them to yet…meaning they are not too big yet, but at least I have a sense of control and accomplishment in some aspect of my life…where would I be without this? How can something so right be so wrong? This works for me, I wouldn’t make it thru life without it & no one can ever convince me otherwise!!

We’ve been looking at new homes too, in my spare time heh! I’ll get into all that after this weekend, we have some serious decisions to make but I’ll explain all that later…I PROMISE!

My birth mom wrote me a beautiful letter, maybe I’ll copy and paste it here, it’s so nice!!

~later~