Neglect…not really just too busy…

Holy crap I have been SO busy lately! I’ve been back to work for two weeks now and it has been CRAZY busy! I have put in a lot of hours, this is NOT at all what I wanted to come back to! I try not to think about the fact that because the girl that took over for me while I was gone, caused two other girls to quit, I am the loser paying for it!!!grrr At least my boss realised what was happening (with my help of course) and asked her to step down and let me handle everything from now on, before we lose ALL of our staff!! Anyway I hired a new girl who I thought would be absolutely great and she called me last thursday and told me she won’t be able to take the position 🙁 She just found out she has to have surgery (pretty serious surgery) and she apologized for wasting my time! This girl is SO nice, I just loved her from the first time I talked to her on the phone and then in my interview with her, so I was really sad for her when she called with that news! I talked to my boss though and he says if she is as good as I think she is lets not lose her, we will hold the job for her and if she is able to take it after her surgery than great if not we’ll start over! :s So I have been a little tiny bit too busy to come here! 🙁

My job doesn’t end there either, then I come home to my little family! Awww the fast pace life I  love to lead! It’s weird but I love being this busy…no time to think and no time to eat!!!!! I am always on the run and for me that helps keep my ADHD under control (hehe I don’t really know if I have that or not but I wouldn’t doubt it!!)  Oh and did I mention the ‘high’ I get from being to friggin busy to eat?! For as long as I can remember I have always been like that, I just hate to stay still or slow down I need to be on the go all the time! If I slow down I feel like there is way too much time to think and if I think I will explode, or get depressed or something, all I know is I don’t ever allow myself to slow down long enough to find out! Secretely I do get tired and worn out, but I just take a pill and move on! I need to start running again in the morning, so maybe next week I will have that little bit extra energy to start all that again?! I have to say I am pretty happy with the weight that is coming off and just the peace of mind knowing that I am so busy with no time to screw that up makes me feel good…I know I am a FREAK! I know I shouldn’t feel good about this but I am getting some of those annoying aches and pains back, no pain no gain right?! I have started to get those cramps in my legs again and when I sit for too long my butt hurts, but I am no where near where I want to be!

My baby girl is sick, really sick! She has been puking since friday night…poor thing! 🙁 I feel so bad for her, I hate it because there is nothing I can do for her except hold her and cuddle her little lethargic body! I hope she gets better soon! I just hope the rest of us don’t get it…I really don’t have time to be sick!! :p

I will have to figure out a way to properly post pictures on here, so you all can see my beautiful girls 😀 Brit, maybe you could help me out with that again huh?!? Or if you have an imagestation account than you can go look at them!

Got to go have a shower…and visit some fav’s…I miss this place!