on my trip…

I forgot to mention I started to re-read “Wasted” again, mostly to keep myself on track! I just felt so out of control without my routines and feeling like I was being watched. Nothing is “safe” when you have to eat out…I hate eating out! Now it’s all screwed up, I hate being messed with! I have to concentrate and work hard at getting things back to normal…what I know as normal!!!

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March 15, 2004

*hugs*

you always know what to say, i don’t deserve the “respect” you give me xxxxxxx

ryn: Thanks for noting me. It’s great to hear that you found your birthparents. How old are you? I have a bunch of people on my diary who are adopted. Some have found their parents, others haven’t, but i think that they all experience the understanding you felt.

*hugs* take care of you – you’re always taking care of someone else…you’re the most important person to take care of in your life because if you’re not well, you can’t enjoy all those special moments with your lil ones, or the postivie effects you’re having on people, quite so much – you’ll be too tired and too depressed. you deserve to not feel like you have to be marya. i hate that book.

you are so special and so wonderful – you don’t need to use this. you have so many wonderful things going on in your life. i wish i could be where you’re at…with a husband and 2 lil ones – a good job – i know it’s all not perfect and easy – but, still – it must be so wonderful to sleep next to the man you love, and know he’s with you forever – and to see your lil ones every morning…i wish…