Visceral (NSFW)

Sometimes I forget how succeptible I am to the written word and even when in the genre of horror that it’s visceral obliqueness can ignite more than I wish to confess to.  So, I will make my confession here and now… and yes this will not be safe for work.

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I have been a long time fan of the more gory horror genre and have been for a long time, this expreses itself in my attitudes, writing and sexual appetites.  I remember how reading portions of my mothers romance novels as a child excited me, not sexually but with the imagination of what exactly would happen in those kinds of situations. 

Fully, I am a submissive and a masochist.  In rare occasions I will also be the sadist and dominatrix, but again that is rare.  Even as a child my Barbie’s play was filled with degredation and submission that has never once left me.

But tonight I sat reading Clive Barker and was reminded of how I am so tuned into the written word.  Damnit, I am hot to trot and all that.  I need a man to help me there, I am tired of auditioning the finger puppets.