9/22/07

"Celestial Sanctuary"
                            – Bolt Thrower

As the sky turns black,
And the earth sleeps in peace,
Roaming the clouds,
In search of a sacred place.
Spirits soar higher, to a land where
they are king,
Mortals shells left with you, within
shadows they dwell.
Take me far away-deep
within the dream,
There I can be free from life’s misery
Blood rushes through my veins,
I can feel exhilaration,
The freedom of my mind can take
me far beyond.
Take me far away-deep within
the dream,
There clearly seen life’s unreality,
Sanctuary.
Take me far away-deep within
the dream,
There I can be free from life’s misery.
Each night I await the call of my
silent quest,
To run through the wind alive in
the darkness,
Take me far away-deep within
the dream,
There clearly seen life’s unreality,
As the dawn gets closer-to my body
I shall return,
To live amongst you all, for nightfall
I yearn.

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I have been around, just not writing all that much because I have been lazy. 

I have been contacted by Domabee again, wanting to mend bridges.  I dont know why.. and he wants to seemingly sleep with me.  I cant allow that to happen.  He knows it seems when I am feeling the most unloved/special.  I must be broadcasting or something.

MTS (Malfunctioning Traffic Signal) has been continuing the mixed signals but I will live with it.  I care too much now and I would rather not mention the whole of what I think so that I may spare some uncomfortableness.  I send my thoughts in other ways, in other actions.

MTS means the whole world to me in ways.  I just hope that he understands that I have placed myself on the block to even admit as much as I have to him.

And here it is September.. I made it through the 11th with few visible scars. 

Over the next few days I will be praying that Flakes has a job or unemployment benefits coming in. 

We shall see.