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I want more sleep.  Granted between yesterday and today I have made a decent effort.

No mechanic, dumbass.

I did go out get my paycheck cashed, did a little shopping and had lunch.  Spent too much money but I will survive.

In the course of my shopping I did come to a realization, my cutting has hit new levels.  I have dulled my original prep blade to where it is basically useless and while I was in CVS I grabbed another pack without blinking an eye, had an excuse if anyone asked me why I needed them and secretly wished someone would ask.  Another Dr is going to be needed soon if this keeps up.  However I did have to pick up Cranberry stuff, hurts in the restroom and a tinge of blood, that means I am growing something in the urinary tract.  I fucking HATE cranberry.

I did end up with a couple of skirts, a new lamp and a faboo purse to replace the tote bag with.  It makes me smile a little but when surrounded by size 2 up the ass it makes me concious of being a 12-14.  Almost double that if you see me in a dress as well these puppies are way to big.  (for those not in the know.. 38 DD/F) At that point I have to look towards 20-22 and the rest of  the dress is a sack.  I keep hoping reduction would be something offered, I would love to wear normal clothes. And not a mumu.

Have to get to work soon 11-6 not too bad really, just not looking forward to it.

Eeep just got a call.. gotta go to work now.. apparently slammed