Now/”Him”/Me

So lets see, whats going on lately??
Hmmm..well for once and i know this will be short lived….work is a tad bit slow at this moment..i know suprise!!
I started my kickboxing classes again yesterday and today i go to my boot camp class as well..I needed this so much. I have not worked out since the week of Thanksgiving!! I weighed myself yesterday and it read 136!!! WTH?! I had a feeling though..all those days of eating yummy burgers, pizza, pasta and BBQ have not helped the situation. My goal is to lose 10 lbs. Im going to start with 5 lb, cause it seem like so tough to lose any weight the older i get…so lets go down to 130 and then from there it would be great if i could reach the 125 mark..that would be awesome! I def want to wear a bathing suit this summer and a sexy one at that..toning is very important here . I am back on track with me eating, well at least for this weel. Protein shake for BF and Cafe steamers for lunch and snacks in between…
I need to start running though..that would help. I need to get a jogger, so there’s no excuse bcus I cant take Gianna…
I need to start cooking healthier dinners…light heatlhy dinners 🙂

The weather is somewhat improving down here..todays high 61 🙂
Not too shabby …i can’t wait for spring and summer…ready to hit the beach..well as long as my body is beach ready..lol
Damn i miss being 22…oh well..lol

So in other news..i talked to “my friend” yesterday as well…we had texted me Mon night but i didnt get a chance to reply. He wanted to show the tat he wants to get..we talked about three times during the day and i texted him good night before i went to sleep. I know i shouldn’t have done that, but damn it felt so good to see ” Nite, nite, sweet dreams, sleep with the angels” when he replied….
(sigh) No, i can’t go back to that!!!! No!!
But he’s so easy to talk to and so sweet….
what the heck am i talking about..i think i just like him cause i can’t have him and maybe vice-versa..such is life.