I put my big girl panties on…

BREAKING NEWS!!!
This morning when i came into work i had a feeling in my heart that kept telling me that i had to do something…it was telling me to call SIL and appologize..yes me!! I comtemplated the idea and discussed it with a few poeple. Should i do it? What should i say? What id she hangs up? What if she curses me out? And why AM I appologizing in teh first place??!! It was something that needed to be done…so i did! I called her about 3:05 pm..this is what the what coversation pretty much went like:
ME: Hey ___ this is Loren?
Her: Hi Loren
ME: Hey i just wanted to call you and say that i am sorry if i have ever said or did anything to offend you in any way.
Her: I am sorry too and i forgive you
ME: I forgive you too and once again i am sorry and i love you.
Her: I love you too and sometimes it’s hard for me to express that because i feel so unappreciated
ME: I understand, i just want you to know that Anthony and i love you and miss you and the kids.
If there is ever anything that i can do please don’t hesistate to ask…
It was pretty much i am sorry and i love you on my behalf…
She accepted my appology and told me that she was still delaing with depression but going to church about it.
Anyway, afterwards i told hubby and he cried he was so happy…
i hope that this is a step in teh right direction….i have done my part. Which remonds me:
A Poem About Our Ladies

Someone will always be prettier.
Someone will always be smarter.
Some of their houses will be bigger.
Some will drive a better car.
Their children will do better in school.
And their husband will fix more things around the house.
So let it go, and love you and your circumstances
Think about it!
The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
The most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children.
The richest woman you know, she’s got the car, the house, the clothes~ might be lonely.
And the word says, ‘If I have not Love, I am nothing.’ So, again, love you.
Love who you are.
Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,
‘I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!’
‘Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.’
Be ‘Blessed’ Ladies and pass this on to encourage another woman.
‘To the world you might be one person, to me you are special!