Dream

Dear diary

I once have a dream
A dream that is no longer a dream
A lost forgotten dream
Or perhaps I have given up that dream

There was once when I dream
Dream that I will meet someone who really love and care for me
I dream of walking down the aisle with long flowing white wedding gown
I dream that I laugh blissfully

But when life gets tougher
I chose to give up
I think I will be all alone for my whole life
I really don’t have the courage to love someone
I don’t want to get hurt
I don’t want to hurt someone

This is foolish….
I can never love someone again
Cause my heart is so shattered from the start
I barely lived through each day