New Term….Busy days

Dear diary

Finally holidays is over, and it’s the new school term. It’s gonna be really different this year because it’s sort of my final year and hopefully I will pass all my exams and do well so that I can graduate next year. I think I am getting sorta bored/ tired of studies so I think I will stop after this and find a job. Been really busy these days that’s why I didn’t have much time to update here. Time seems to pass by really fast, attended 2 weeks of lectures. Too tired these days to go on a drama spree because I try to refrain from watching too much or else I will get too addicted to them. However, I rewatched korean drama Autumn in my Heart, it’s was really sad, I think I have watched it for more than 5 times now but I still love the drama so much, it’s just never get bored for me. And I watched my tutor friend 2, I didn’t really plan to watch it but since I happen to found so I watched it, it was different from tutor friend 1 but I think it’s was entertaining overall.

Hmmm……another thing, I will be going to the hospital with my grandma for chemotherapy treatment starting next week, I was just feeling so reluctant to go to that hospital because I am so scared I will cry. I don’t want my grandma to suffer in this world, really. I think all of us in this world are suffering so much, I see my aunts, my cousins and almost everyone facing so much problems and crying/ upset over them, it’s so frustrating, I can’t help thinking that life in this world is so tough and reality is always so cruel to us, it’s really so meaningless and pointless.  Why do we live for that little short moment of happiness?

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