Busy…final exams coming

Dear diary

I’ve really busy these few weeks. Feeling so tired now. My final exams are in a month time so I am feeling the stress now. There are just so many things to remember that sometimes I got so frustrated while studying. Why is my brain capacity so limited? If only  I  can remember things like my friend because she says she just have to read through the notes once and she can remember them, it’s so unbelievable. If only I am like my lecturers who knows the subjects matter so well that they can even read out everything word by word.

Argh…..despite all these, I manage to catch some new korean dramas still airing in Korea currently, I really miss those days when I can watch korean drama freely. Anyway, after May, I will be able to do lots of things that I like, didn’t have much time to do them nowadays because  I am so busy with my classes.

And I met my ex classmate on the way to school last saturday, sadly, I feel that we have grown so far apart from each other. I can feel the awkwardness among us when we exchange some greetings, and we just didn’t have much to talk about, that’s so sad, it’s only about a year since we left school. I thought we will have much to talk about when we met again but it’s not true………I was actually quite happy to see her again but I am a little disappointed when I saw her reaction. I used to treat her as a very good friend but too many things happened beyond our control, in the end, I’ll just have to force myself to treat her just as an ordinary friend, so that at least my heart won’t hurt so much. Now that we have left school, at least, I still hope we can still be normal friends that are happy to see each other again and have things to talk about. Yet, I really don’t understand what’s she’s thinking about when we met again. Just sad that we have become like strangers. Life is so unpredictable.

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