After Christmas

Dear diary

Christmas is over and New year is coming up next. This year christmas was the most peaceful one I had in the sense that I do not have anymore projects/homework to worry about. My family had steamboat on chirstmas eve and it was so nice, and I think the next steamboat will be on Chinese New Year , can’t wait for it (I don’t really love steamboat in the past but now I enjoy it so much, that’s why people say taste will change as you grow up).

I also met up with my primary school classmate in school and my secondary classmate at Vivo City. I am glad we are still the same. I enjoyed talking with Tzin Ling, at least we can still relate to each other life, and we both love korean dramas.  The Swensens dinner I had with Xiu Mei was so delicious, I haven’t dine at Swensens for so long. I love the salad buffet that comes with the fish and chips meal, it was the best salad I ever had in my life. I just feel that Xiu Mei has become so capable, she knows/ is learning so many foreign language and when I ask her about study tips, she just told me she can remember the study notes by just reading through once (which I can never achieve because my memory is so bad ahahahaha), that accounts for her good results. I can’t help being envious of her but  I am happy for her at the same time. When I reached home that night, I don’t know why I suddenly have mixed feelings( a little sadness), was it because of my camera that has spoilt (I sent it for repair earlier), or was it because I miss those happy times I spent with Xiu Mei in school, or was it I felt that Xiu Mei has achieved so much whereas I am so lacking behind, or was it because of the card she wrote to me saying that she was happy that I was doing fine all the while(I felt abit guilty because she didn’t know that I ever had a hard time, sometimes it’s so hard to tell these things to a close friend that you haven’t met for a year, I just want to let her see the happy side of me), or is it I suddenly feel that I have changed so much inside……….it’s so hard to figure out myself.

falling snow