Why can’t I let of those past

Dear diary

Why can’t I just let go of those past, why can’t I? Why do I keep on holding to them, why do I? Why do I want to hurt myself so much, why do I? Why do I cry so much, why do I? Why can’t anyone truely understand me, why can’t anyone? Why am I so engrossed in a pool of pity, why do I?

falling snow