u were so wrong

I’m so tired, physically exhausted beyond belief. im serious. im only 25 but i swear when u are getting older ur body changes. u can feel it. i can feel it. and im tired. so tired. not to mention that im batteling a strong case of insominia that i have had pretty much my whole life, and i cant sleep at night. which doesnt help when i have to get up at 5:00 am to be to work by 6:45am….two days in a row. i thought it would be easy but that shit is hard, and all i wanna do is sleep. im so tired. im so sleepy. and i feel like i have been PMSin for like a month now. what the hell is that about? shit sucks ass, i think im going to die. i know that im not going to but it feels like it. not looking fwd to my period but ga-heez with this fucking bullshit. my whole body aches, and we have to deal with this shit every month. every month? im tired of it. ive had a headache for seems like forever, and it just wont go away. its killing me. i swear. lol. i mean not really. but it feels like it damnit..

its cold and rainy when its supposed to be srping. why am i still wearing a coat? a big coat at that? shit is annoying on so many levels….and i wish the sun would just come out and that beautiful 75 degree warmth would just come the hell on. the ppl upstairs get on my fucking nerves. if its not loud music that rattles the whole damn apt, they are having step practice or dj-ing, or wrestling like idiot ass men, they are playing whatever game is out now and jumping for joy everytime some muthafucker kills a bad guy, they are yelling at each other, or their clumbsy asses are just walking into walls and falling onto the floor every chance they get. or they are bowling yeah bowling…thats what it sounds like all the time. I HATE IT. I HATE THEM, THEY GET ON MY FUCKING NERVES. And then when i do see them its because they left their keys at home and need to get into the building, or i see them in passing and they seem all nice and friendly, right before they go upstairs to begin torturing me all over again. does the madness ever end? im not just being a bitch here, it seriously is annoying as hell. but what are ya gonna do, what are u gonna do???

but other than that im happy these days. dont let the hype fool you. hahaha. oh u thought this was a depressing entry? u were so wrong