Zach

Zach.

Ok ok so I like Zach. No I mean I really Zach. Its crazy and it freaks me out a bit. It just hit me hard one day. I cant stop thinking about this boy. and I call him a boy cause he is only 20, but he acts way more mature than any older guy ive been involved with. The shit just comes so easy (like you said Sunny). He is able to tell me how he feels without a problem. he knows what he wants for his future and he is working towards it as we speak. he is sweet and funny and not to mention sexy ass hell. and for some reason he likes me. really likes me. I am so cynical to it tho. even though he tries to convience me I am this dynamic beautiful queen, im still cynical. do i think those things about myself? yes! but i just cant believe he can see me that way. I dont know maybe I am just getting down on myself because of recent past events.

but yes I like him and I just have to say it. I feel happy again, just to have someone to talk to who is on the same page with me ya know. His age still gets under my skin a bit but you cant help who you like right? I really cant explain it and I dont wanna jinx it. whatever happens will happen and i am in no rush to make them happen now. sooo NOT READY!

so we shall see.