VA to NY

the days are winding down. i have a week and a day until i say goodbye to good ol’ Virginia, the place for lovers (yeah right). aint no loving around here. i have to say goodbye to my family. say goodbye to my friends. say goodbye to my job. say goodbye to my house. say goodbye to baby Jordyn. just a whole lot of goodbyes. thats what life is about i suppose. moving on. growing up. gettting out.

im not excited yet. i guess it hasnt hit me that i wont wake up to Foxee under my bed, or my mom telling me something that i have to do when i wake up. hasnt hit me that cindy and jordyn wont be 10 minutes away anymore for me to just drop by whenever the hell i feel like it. or that i wont be around to see krystal have her baby and watch her grow up. hasnt hit me that i wont be eating my mom’s cooking and will have to fend for myself….hahaha! hasnt hit me that i cant just hop in my car when i want to leave and listen to some jamz. all of that has yet to hit me.

but its all good. i’ll have my new life with my partner in crime so we can not give a fuck. together. where we can get the short fucking stick like always. together. where ppl can treat us any old kind of way. together. get matching tattoos that say SUCKERS. together. where ppl think we are 14 and just shove us out the way. together. ahhh. well im used to it and at least we will be back. together. to deal with the bullshit. and bullshit it is. yaaaaaay!!

onto other stuff. excited about the upcoming x-mas cruise it should be fun. for all those who arent jumping ship, seeee ya. jordyn turns one on sunday and is having an elmo party. yeeeees! im gonna miss my fat mama sooo much. im trying to get her to say mesha b4 i leave, but she just says a whole bunch of nuthing. hahahaha. my aunt is here, my most favorite person in the world (besides jojo). and my 43 year old uncle and his 19 year old girlfriend are here too. my aunts bday is 2mrw so we are having a cookeout (looking forward to food) and we might go get tattoos, which is always a plus for me!

im still packing which sucks ass. but other than that. thats whats going on