Day 12

"the truth is, it hurts….so we lie"

its payback time. u like to play practical jokes. one that cut me deep? and so u must get paid back. i told u i’d get u outta the blue. guess what its blue. hahahaha bitches. dont mess with me…EVER

 oh yeah talked to HIM on IM tonight. HE has been sending me e-mails (i responded to one) and IMs everyday. ive been okay lately so i hit HIM up to chat. it was whatever ya know. i think HE thinks things are back to "normal" but ummm i dont think so right now. i don’t know what im doing, or how im feeling.im pretty numb to it all. havent cried in days. so to me that spells G-R-E-A-T!! but yeah def not ready to talk to HIM on a daily basis, and def not ready to talk to HIM on the phone or see HIM….like…ever

i’m out