At a standstill

This won’t make sense to anyone, since I haven’t written about it publicly, but I just want to say that to the best of my knowledge everything causing me stress on my end of my life over the past 4-5 months is over.  Sigh.  I’m really not sure if that’s a good or bad thing because I hadn’t figured that part out to begin with.  But, now I guess it doesn’t matter.  It might come back into my life at some point, but I find that highly doubtful for some reason.  Sigh.

In other news, Derek had his appointment with the psychologist last week.  We upped his dose of Concerta, and so far he seems to be doing better.  I’ll know more when he is around me all day long this weekend.  No bad reports from school so far this week, though.  I can also up his Clonidine dose at bedtime if he doesn’t start sleeping better, but I’m waiting to make sure the Concerta is working at this dose first.

Logan got complimented by someone who doesn’t know him saying how well he speaks last night.  YAY!  Speech therapy is paying off.  Actually, his ST says she is going to reevaluate him soon anyhow (since he is nearing 3 and Tricare wants a stupid IEP to continue to pay for services), but she thinks he might be good enough to be almost done anyhow.

Matt had an "interview" type thing for another part of MCT today.  He said it went well.  It would be a position where he actually writes the training manuals for the Marine Corps, which I guess is a good thing and would look good on his record book.  I don’t know.  He says he’d have more normal hours and probably be able to come home on weekends.  Not sure how I feel about that.  I’ve actually gotten used to him being gone and kinda enjoy it most of the time.  Besides, for the most part we fight less now, which in our case is a really positive thing.  Anyhow, guess we’ll wait and see, as is always the case with the Marine Corps.

I’m still trying to lose weight.  If I could just avoid food and temptations I would do well.  I haven’t been doing well lately though.  I exercise, but I eat like shit.  I’ll get it figured out eventually I hope.

Nothing else exciting.  Until next time…