break stuff

40 minutes to go… and he’d damn well better be here.  I don’t get cranky about most things, but this just takes the cake.  Sitting at home on a day off, knowing that he could be home too, knowing that he SAID he’d be home and then decided to go golfing instead- fine.  Golfing and then a “work function” involving (as I was told yesterday) strippers, which he previously said he would not attend- NOT FINE.  Naked women don’t bother me.  Really, they honestly don’t.  It’s the fact that he said he wouldn’t go.  The fact that 2 years ago when my friends and I had plans to go out and see strippers before our WEDDING he said he wasn’t comfortable with it, and I didn’t go.  I spoiled the party, and he couldn’t make up some goddam previous engagement?  A meeting or appointment of some sort?  That’s bull.  If he wanted to go so fuc*ing badly, he should have just said “Kristin, I have to go to this thing tomorrow, I told the guys I’d come along, there’s going to be strippers, but I promise I think you’re hotter than any stripper on the planet and I’d rather be at home with you any day.” lol…okay so I threw that last part in there, but really, would that have been so difficult to say???  Agggghhhhhhh. 

Excuse me while I go throw a few things around and blow off some steam.

.Kristin.