…and on staying in.

dear spydr…

we got the word this morning that there are confirmed cases of the corona virus in the surrounding towns, as well as in my town. mom’s nurses have suggested we go into lockdown — only essential travel outside the home, and if we can avoid even that, we should. i have good friends who will help me out with this, most of whom are safety conscious, so i don’t think we will see TOO much hardship. i guess time will tell.

the governor is shutting all non-essential stores and services by 8pm monday night. it’s fixin’ to be a ghost town up in here.

i wish you were here. i have a need to hear your voice tonight. i miss your voice in my ear.

there’s not a whole lot to say. it’s been a day of missing you, wishing things were different, being appalled at the state of the world, and trying not to recognize what today is. i know the lack of acknowledgement is not going to change anything. and truthfully, my thoughts have been giving it a nod all day. has it really already been two weeks? has it only been two weeks? it feels both like yesterday, and an eternity.

and still, all i want is you, back here with me.

i love you, spydr. and i miss you, what feels like more and more every day. knowing you’re gone is lighter to carry than the weight of missing you is,

lolak

…sugarz