mellow day

after a few crying sessions yesterday i ended up falling alseep around 10pm, he had put out a plate of cookies and milk on the table last night for santa, so i ate them when he went to bed, and drinked half of the milk he had out. woke up around 9am this morning and ive been ok so far, just mellowed out.  I got my son up around the same time i got up.

had him change into another set of clothes, he headed straight to the christmas tree after and opened up his gifts, the 1st thing he opened was the shoes i got him, polo sport boots. he didnt even bother to open the shoe box just wanted to open another gift lol

think his fave out of all of them is the PS3, hes been playing video games now for 2 hours straight with his grandpa. he kept saying "thank you santa" which i later cringed at.

 it brought back flashbacks of my own childhood and feeling jipped cause i actually bought into that whole santa claus bit lol.

it wasnt until i was 10yrs old that i realized he never existed when i found my mom wrapping gifts the night before xmas.

anyway i just cleaned up the wrapping paper, cooked some- he didnt eat much, just mac n cheese i made, my brother came over, and my uncle and his wife are coming over later im guessing. its just be a mellow day,

 i found a really cool site last night that lets you watch full length bootlegs/movies that are out now. so ive just been watching "i am legend" while he plays video games.

kinda glad its almost over. xmas that is.  hope everyone has a nice holiday.