Fake….

well, ive been writting emails to my new soldier, i guess he couldnt believe i was real, he actually said "please tell me you real" LOL of course im real! 🙂
yesterday he kept telling me i "seemed" fake, what is that? i really dont understand it, i was just being myself, maybe its hard to believe that he actually found a nice, caring person to write too, i dont know, i told him that i didnt know how to prove that im not fake, i have no idea here, its frustrating, ill tell you that, of course i could say the same thing, i have no idea who im writting too..
I guess i can understand, i know there are alot of people out there who do this, promise to send packages letters ect. then just stop writting all together, but, thats not me, i would never do something like that, unless he wanted to stop writting, and that is the only reason..
I know witht he way the world is today, its hard to find someone who actually cares, but, i just happen to be one of them, i treat people the way i want to be treated, man, its hard to be nice in this world, i guess i cant blame him, i do have my walls up to, it is hard to trust anyone, people just seem to walk all over you..
well, all i can do is keep writting him, and be who i am and hopefully he will see that i am who i say i am, ive never been "fake" to anyone, i think that would take up to much energy trying to be someone your not, i always say "what you see is what you get" take me or leave me, thats your choice, i wont change who i am for anyone, sorry.LOL

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