New soldier….
Ok, I got another soldier to write too, and he actually wrote back!!! YIPEEEEE!!!!! im so happy, i havent given up hope on the other soldier though, i resent my letter and it hasnt come back yet, so, maybe it took this time, i feel bad cause i know they look forward to letters and packages, if the letter is not in my mailbox today i know i cant write to that soldier..
Now, this new soldier, he was so funny, he asked me if i was real.LOL hmmm, i certainly hope so, or someone is playing a big joke on me.LOL seriously, i am so thrilled that i actually got an email back, i wasnt sure and was ready to give up, but, there was an email waiting for me this morning, now i can write a "snail mail" letter, i was just waiting to see if i heard back, this guy is in for a surprise, i just love to bake, i cant wait to get started! and letters, boy, is he going to get them.LOL
ok, other news, yesterday i went to the doctor, in June i had a "leep" procedure, i had some abnormal cells and they went in to try and get rid of them, well, the results, i wasnt to happy about, theres still abnormal cells, so, i have to go back in next month for yet another pap smear, ughhhh!!!!! i know i cant go through that "leep" procedure again, talk about pain!!! i know what the consequences are, i could get cancer, hopefully it wont come to that..
I was thinking lastnight, my mom died from cancer and my sister fought breast cancer, I guess now it might be my turn to fight, i was always so scared that i would have to deal with this, and now it may become reality, my mind just wont shut off, i dont want to go through this, i know no one does and ill have to do what i have to do, ill just have to see what next month brings….. The one good thing that came from my doc visit is i got my wieght, i now weigh 152 or 154, not bad for someone who used to weigh almost 300 pounds!!!:) it makes everything ive been doing worth it, my treadmill is my best friend, i think i like it more than i like Michael.LOL now, i just have to keep up what im doing, i dont know how low i can go before trouble starts, but, im sure gonna try, the nurse didnt say anything about being underweight she just asked me how tall i was, im sure if there was a problem she would have said something, im not sure what my weight is supposed to be for my hieght..
I finally got a text from Holly yesterday, she still hasnt gotten the kids back, she said they decided the charges were unfounded but she still doesnt have my nephew and niece! and the woman who has Maya and Billy (billy’s grandmother) tried to kidnap my other nephew from the person he is staying with, such drama, im telling you, i was furious, i dont understand why her butt isnt in jail for attempted kidnapping, if anyone else would have tried that, thats where they would be, Holly said CYS is just "letting" it go, i hate CYS, sometimes, very few times they do good, not very often though!!!!
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