Our last Day..
In this house is Friday, supposed to be anyway, the realator messed things up and changed the closing date without telling Michael, he had plans to go get the r.v ect., he has to rush around friday cashing the check (he told the realator that we werent leaving the house until he had a check in his hand), so, when mr. Greg brings the money (hopefully early in the morning) Michael will have to go cash the check, get money wired to where the r.v is, then travel hours to pick it up, al this and he has till 4 pm or we wont get the r.v till Monday, which means we will be homeless, ya gotta watch those people sellling your house, the reason he changed it is because the 2 young men who are buying the house, their dad has to work on the day the closing date was actually scheduled, so, without notifying Michael, Mr. greg changed the date, not a nice thing to do, since we had plans, now Michael is all stressed out, and me failing my test doesnt help..*sigh*( I really dont think daddy dearest has to be here when his sons move into the house, or whatever they do on the closing date, poor boys anyway, their dad is awfully pushy, Michael told him off so to speak, the first time they did a walk through in the house..)
We are moving over to the next big town, for like 8 months to a year, so, i will have to get into a driving school over there and take my test in that town, thats if i fail on friday here, and the way my luck is going, i know ill fail!
Im just so tired of everyhing, disgusted, whatever, I know getting a liscense isnt supposed to be this hard, everyone says "your going through a rough time, you just lost your brother", well, I NEED that liscense, so, i need to clear my mind a straighten up..
I told Michael i appreciate the help everyone has given me, and im sorry ive let them down, but, they dont really care, they allready have their liscense, they gain nothing from me getting mine, and they can go wherever they want, so, no worries there..
I know one thing when i do get my drivers liscense, im treating it like gold, and i will never, ever, do anything to cause them to take them off me, you dont realize how much you take for granted, my older sister was talking to me about driving, and how she ran over a crosswalk, and she thought about it and knew she shouldnt have done it, she talks on a cell phone while driving, even text messages people while driving, she will be lost when they catch her doing that, she lives off that liscense of hers, and they started cracking down around here, they said they will not tolerate people doing "stupid" things, like what i mentioned, that theres to many crashes because people dont do what they are supposed to, and my sister is one of them!
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