things are just so out of control!!!

Im sitting here waiting for the funeral director to call me back, we (the family) was supposed to meet at the funeral home here in a few minutes, to discuss things,, well, i refuse to go, i know its sounds childish, but, my blood pressure is to the point right now where i may blow..

We were told to be at my older sisters house at 10 this morning to discuss things, well, things went fine, then i asked about the obituary, well, then it started, my sisters husband said "i dont know how you guys feel about putting lenny in the obituary or not" (lenny is my step father), well, i said i strongly think he should be put in, then Mike (sisters husband) started in on the past how lenny did this and he did that, i got up, told Holly and Tina if there were more decisions to be made to let me know, and i walked out, my brothr just died yesterday, i dont need this crap!!! anf i have no idea why she wanted us down there anyway, she made phone calls, only asked us a few questions and that was it.

this morning Holly talked to my step dad, and he said "dont let tina take control" she does this all the time, well, this time shes not going to, Mikey was my brother too and i have a say in what happens!!

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