Fear of the unknown

 So, I have had this chest cold for a while now. I went to the doc the other day to get meds. Not really the important part. I weighed in at a hefty 390. I got to have the old "You’re a fat ass" talk. Which i know. I have never been little by any measuring standard. He ran some tests. Blood sugar, cholesterol, and thyroid. All of which could be contributors to my size. All of which came back negative. I guess I just put them off for so long in order to escape the personal responsibility of being unable to control things… So… that illusion has been shattered. I guess it is time for own up to it… 

My current weight 390. My goal 290 currently then I will go from there. It is time to attack this appropriately with exercise and actually watching my diet. 

~Sky~