When Angels cry

I remember when I was younger I asked why it rained. I was told that it was the angels of host crying for one reason or another.

It rained here last night. I can only hope those angels were weeping with me…

A few month ago (roughly 11 weeks this week) I posted how she was pregnant. 3 weeks ago it looked like there was no light in our relationship. Instead of becoming trapped and attempting to raise a child in an unhappy home I decided it was best for me and our future child that her and I split. Perhaps to take time and learn more about ourselves and what attracted us to one another…

Last week I talked to her for the first time… honestly she finally decided to respond to texts since she blocked me on fb and wouldn’t answer my phone calls. She told me that she had decided to not keep the child… like it was simple as that. 
She attempted to justify it and tell me she was doing it for good reasons but there is this simple fact:There is no good reason. As I will always say I am pro-choice for any case not directly involving me. Simply put however I am a pro-life person that refuses to force my views on anyone outside my personal purview. There is no reason for her to not keep our child. It is a selfish and loathsome act. Period…

I was angry for the first week… so mad that I just shoved it all to the back of my mind and pretended like it didn’t exist. But something over the last few hours… the last day… Its not anger anymore…

I sat up last night and watched the rain on the window watching the rain streak down… believing again that it was angel’s tears and knowing they wept for the unborn life that was going to be ripped away from this world before it ever got a chance. I found myself praying for that little soul..

For all the souls that never got a chance and all the lives cut too tragically short in this world… pray with me

~Sky~