Phat/fat?

I hate the word fat but I’m officially fat! I’m not gonna drone on about it n be like oooh I have a gland problem (which medically I do since I just had my thyroid out [the thing that actually controls body fat]) but anyway I’m not using that as an excuse…bottom line, I eat too much!!

The dress I wore for my 21st almost 8 months ago still fits me but now I look pregnant in it (which I’m not…I don’t think) its startin to get to me tho. I’m not your average girl, I don’t wear make-up, I dress solely for comfort and my hair is almost always a mess – things like that take too much time and effort so I don’t bother. My weight on the other hand…I was once accused of being anorexic now I’m more on the tubby side.

I’m gonna start weight watchers without actually going to meetings my mam was in it years ago n she still has all the books! I’m only allowed 20 points a day unless I excercise (which isn’t likely to happen!) then I can have more so theres not much wiggle room (excuse the pun) I’m just gonna have to have a lot of will power. Here goes…

-Aoife