cries I need to talk

I need to talk with someone. I feel as if I caused my grandfather and aunt to die *cries* My aunt had cancer and my grandfather had alzheimers. I feel like my family doesn’t want to talk about it…*cries harder* …I try to talk to my mom, and she tells me to get over it…I just can’t…..My grandfather died in February and my aunt died in April. I am so sad and devastated. I can’t talk to my parents because they wil shrug it off and tell me to stop thinking about it and move on…I can’t move on…I just cant….*cries*….*whimpers* I can’t stop thinking about it. I need to speak to someone….* gets mad* I don’t like how my parents tell me to get over this….I HATE IT! I HATE IT! I HATE IT! *kicks wall* Help me someone!!!

Lauren

Don’t listen to them. You don’t have to get over it. You can’t make yourself do that. You will in time but just ignore them when they say to get over it.

you don’t know me….i don’t know you….but i know what you are going through. In April my grandfather was diagnosed with lung cancer. I was completely devistated. me and my grandpa are extremely close. I am only 15 but I already got pulled over by the cops driving him home from my uncles. you can talk to me if you want.