Gaphlump

So things have leveled out for me emotionally. I feel more in charge of myself and generally positive as long as I stay away from thoughts of the long-term variety. In that department, I am still most definitely stuck. I will still pursue a counselor to see about the depression issues because I’ve made the mistake before of thinking a temporary fine-ness is reason to avoid treatment.

Work today should be weird. The other front desk person called in sick (damn my healthy immune system) so I will be manning the desk all alone. It’s good for me but it’s also stressful because I hate to have people waiting a long time which is an inevitability when I am the only one able to do things.

I have a doctors appointment Thursday to talk about my TMJ which should be illuminating. I may squeeze in some thoughts about my depression. Tomorrow I’m going to one of the other Planned Parenthoods to see about getting into this study for IUDs where they pay you to get an IUD and then have checkups on it. I was wanting one anyway, so I figure why not.

Shoot, I gotta get going. Bus leaves soon ish.