what i want to say

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i’m writing this as my first entry from my phone. the keyboard is small so pardon any errors.

as i was saying.

i’m unhappy. i want you to share with me. everything. maybe we haven’t been together so long but i think we are having good progress getting to know one another more and more everyday. i like your little quirks, but the more you draw back from me, the further away i get and start looking for escape. tony and justin were both guilty of keping innocent things from me and those things eventually lead to the death of our relationship. however, you and i have been through so much more than the previous two and i still feel as though i dona.t really know you. every night that you turn away from me, express dominance at a point that threatens my feminist side, or withhold the answer to a simple and obvious, albeit intimate question, you are causing me to think more and more about running, leaving, just as i have done in the past. of course, i cant tell you this because you will be deeply offended that i am disappointed in your affections. i am not deliriously happy. i have more relationship experience than you. i have known what it takes to make it work, but you are totally unwilling to do anything about it. i try to steer us in one direction, and it works until you decide that theres this other way and of course you know better. but there is no talking to you, is there? its all this social experiment to you and there is nothing to gain from it on either end other than self satisfaction. i am tired of your games and my patience is wearing thin. things need to change or you will be alone.