hurry up and wait

always frustration. Oh well.

At work, waiting to go live with a program. Waiting til the tech comes. She comes. Um, we need to contact someone. He doesn’t get back to us all day. So, another day down the drain. Weeks have gone by. We don’t have that much time.

Now they want to set up another test company and sort of start over. I thought that would be a good idea, but I don’t know. Now it sounds like a lot of work. Are they just trying to get more consulting hours in? We only have tomorrow and Friday, and I was really hoping to go live today so we could test it out and have a day or two of it working for us. I dunno.

Plus ppl there are ganging up on one of the supervisors, trying to get him in trouble. It was like the

I got something in my eye this evening. I am afraid it is metal. I was trying to make a screw go in but the power screwdriver stripped the head of the screw and I felt something go in my eye. I put drops in, and then went on line to see that I should flush it with saline. So I ran to the store to get saline. It doesn’t say anywhere on the box that you can put the saline in your eye. So, I just flushed it with water so far. Maybe it is not metal, and maybe it came out. I might go to the eye dr in the morning instead of going to work. I guess I will see if any negative effects when I wake up.

There is always so much to do, and so little energy to do it. I have had all evening, but all I have done is watch TV, listen to music and put a shade up in my son’s room. Now I am online.

I feel pretty dull. Bored. Boring. My old job called me to see if I could fill in this week. Nope. But I told them I would try to fill in if I could. Now I don’t want to. I am just tired. I think I will go to bed early. That would be new.

faith hope and love, but the greatest of these is love.