Inbetween nowhere and goodbye

I keep saying this will all be over soon but I’ve been having this miscarriage for days and I’m undecided on wether or not I can survive this.Home is right through those trees and around that corner but my hands lost feeling hours ago and were to callous to know north from south anyway.  I’ve lost the ability to sleep.  Every morning I reach in my wallet in hopes of finding the baggy I dreamt about all night and pushing happiness up through my nose and into my brain again.  And every night I hope that I can stop dreaming and learn to breathe again.